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Cyn loves me!
Jun. 29th, 2001 10:02 am.. Okay. Maybe not. But God, what a thrill.
I swear, Cyn , I've been smiling widely for the last three minutes since Dardy told me that I was on your site. God.
~AAAHHH!!!!~~
A Goddess looked my way. (Do you know what that feels like?!) God God God. Cyn's like on my main website under one of the sites I visit daily, and now she mentioned me. ME!
*keeps smiling* (oh i know I'm silly. Shut up. Let me wallow in self-exaggerated importance)
And she's so pretty too.
(Can I scream again??)
I'm at work right now and my boss is going to walk in any moment.
But just had to churn out an entry on how much I like this girl. She's beautiful. And she's got balls to say stuff. And beautiful. (Did I say that again?) Alright. I'm going. Be back later.
(still smiling)
Anyhow, I emailed her because she wrote about how she was "accused" of being a hypocrite for owning a website re: sexy asian men, while being married to a white guy. And I just had to email her. Personally, and I was telling him too, I'm getting rather tired of people looking at me as I walk down the street with him-- it's the "Oh. Another Asian girl with a white guy" look. And honestly, I'm sick of it. Worse yet, most of these looks are almost *entirely* from Asian men, or Asian couples. Why? It's the "Oh, you traitor" look, and it's not that I don't date Asian men, I dated one for four years! (And I'm only 21, remember) I think Asian men are hot. I think they can be very, very (VERY) sexy. But when I look at him, I'm not with him for his race, his blue eyes-- I'm with him because he's HIM. I don't care about his Irish-Italian etc. etc. blood. Him, as a person, is an intelligent, caring, humourous, beautiful person who cares a lot about me. So why do Asians stare, huh? (And I live in New York City--- God knows there are stranger things around...)
I swear, Cyn , I've been smiling widely for the last three minutes since Dardy told me that I was on your site. God.
~AAAHHH!!!!~~
A Goddess looked my way. (Do you know what that feels like?!) God God God. Cyn's like on my main website under one of the sites I visit daily, and now she mentioned me. ME!
*keeps smiling* (oh i know I'm silly. Shut up. Let me wallow in self-exaggerated importance)
And she's so pretty too.
(Can I scream again??)
I'm at work right now and my boss is going to walk in any moment.
But just had to churn out an entry on how much I like this girl. She's beautiful. And she's got balls to say stuff. And beautiful. (Did I say that again?) Alright. I'm going. Be back later.
(still smiling)
Anyhow, I emailed her because she wrote about how she was "accused" of being a hypocrite for owning a website re: sexy asian men, while being married to a white guy. And I just had to email her. Personally, and I was telling him too, I'm getting rather tired of people looking at me as I walk down the street with him-- it's the "Oh. Another Asian girl with a white guy" look. And honestly, I'm sick of it. Worse yet, most of these looks are almost *entirely* from Asian men, or Asian couples. Why? It's the "Oh, you traitor" look, and it's not that I don't date Asian men, I dated one for four years! (And I'm only 21, remember) I think Asian men are hot. I think they can be very, very (VERY) sexy. But when I look at him, I'm not with him for his race, his blue eyes-- I'm with him because he's HIM. I don't care about his Irish-Italian etc. etc. blood. Him, as a person, is an intelligent, caring, humourous, beautiful person who cares a lot about me. So why do Asians stare, huh? (And I live in New York City--- God knows there are stranger things around...)
