sad how this has become my staple food

[aliki]

i eat this often. variations of it, but almost daily. it consists of tomatoes, green apples, carrots, broccoli, and mozzarella cheese, with a drizzle of balsamic vinagrette (and some pepper).

it's really sick how little i eat nowadays. today was cheese with tomatoes. yesterday was broccoli with carrots. monday was green apple with broccoli. and today i just restocked my fridge with another slab of mozzarella cheese, asparagus, spinach and tomatoes. woohoo.

i hate eating. i hate eating. i hate eating.

also today was too windy to rollerblade. and i couldn't use the microscope at work. and i didn't get the INS thing taken care of.

all in all, i've been unproductive...!!

Comments

[spacefem.livejournal.com]

i think it looks delicious! yes, you probably need to eat more, but at least you're not a pig like me who lives on chocolate and spoons of peanut butter straight from the jar.

(that's also a really pretty userpic!)

[katlynel.livejournal.com]

Mind if I ask the obvious question? Why do you hate eating?

*hugshugs*

[aliki.livejournal.com]

well, some days, i wish we just had to eat when we want to, not because we have to.
you know, live to eat, not eat to live..?
i love food, good food, that is, but i certainly can't afford to eat good food everyday (being poor and all).

some days, i just have no energy or time to eat. no enthusiasm to eat. no desire to eat. i dont' even remember getting hungry nowadays. time just goes by, and then i start to feel weak, and remember that we need to eat. (damn endothermy).

i dont mind eating the same stuff day in, day out. i dont mind eating leftovers. i dont even mind cold food from the fridge. i just put whatever i can to keep myself from getting weak. but after a while, you start to hate the indifference.

[anilina.livejournal.com]

that looks so yummy!

i hear ya though. i often say i could have created humans better than our creator.

i mean, the whole needing to eat and needign to sleep thing... is beyond me. we waste so much time and money due to both. i think eating and sleeping both should be something we do for fun, but not a requirement. it would save a lot of havoc.