I don't think Erika could be more adorable. I get the opposite reactions with Malcolm because he is petite. When he was a babe, people always thought he was much younger.

What you are feeling is common. Going back to work can trigger PPMD for many moms, so be aware and ask Brian to pay attention to how you are acting and have him ask you often how you are feeling. Separation from your child can be very difficult so don't be afraid to make sure you have a solid support network in place.